Luke
8:22-25 says,
“Now it happened, on a certain day, that He got into a boat with
His disciples. And He said to them, 'Let us cross over to the other
side of the lake.'And they launched out. But as they sailed He fell
asleep. And a windstorm came down on the lake, and they were filling
with water, and were in jeopardy. And they came to Him and awoke Him,
saying, 'Master, Master, we are perishing!' Then He arose and rebuked
the wind and the raging of the water. And they ceased, and there was
a calm. But He said to them, 'Where is your faith?'And they were
afraid, and marveled, saying to one another, 'Who can this be? For He
commands even the winds and water, and they obey Him!'”
This
past Saturday, we had a Women’s Bible Study at church and part of
what was shared was about God's faithfulness and trustworthiness. At
one point, Miss Karol said something about how the Lord has never
left us or let us go so why do we fear? Why don't we trust Him? He's
brought us this far, why would He leave us now? This was very
convicting to me because only a few hours before this, I had
mentioned to the girls on my team how fearful I am of the future
because it's so unsure. Well I've been reading through Luke in my
personal devotions and so Sunday morning, I read the above passage in
Luke 8 and I was convicted even more. Let me explain.
So
Jesus' disciples had been with Him for a good amount of time by this
point. They had seen miracle upon miracle and listened to so many
sermons and parables of His. They have been walking right beside the
Son of God and then they get on this boat and entered a storm. They
should have realized that this storm was so not a big deal for Jesus.
In reality they had nothing to fear. They were with Jesus, for
goodness sake! Didn't they remember all that He had done so far???
But there they were, only seeing the storm in front of them and
freaking out, convinced that they were about to die. So then they
wake up Jesus, informing Him of their seemingly imminent death. But
for Jesus, He just calms the storm like it's just another day and
asks them where their faith is. “Hello, haven't you seen me perform
miracles on a regular basis? Don't you remember who I am? Why do you
fret? Why can't you trust me?”
So my
first thoughts after reading this are that the disciples are
ridiculous and foolish for being scared. But then I remember my fear.
“Um, Hello Mak, you've experienced God's faithfulness. You've seen
the miracle that He has done with your life. You've seen what He can do
with messes and wrecks. And yet you are currently fearful for your
future. You doubt that the Lord is going to take care of you and
provide. You doubt His capability. You doubt His power and
sovereignty. Who are you to judge those who doubt?” Okay, point
taken. Those things happening one right after the other was clearly
the Lord responding to my admitted fear. “Where is your faith,
beloved? Remember Who I am. Remember my promises and my faithfulness.
I know what I'm doing.” So realizing all of this, I can now look at
this passage that Miss Karol shared on Saturday as a reminder instead of not believing that it
applies to me.
Proverbs
3:25-26 says,
“Do not be afraid of sudden terror,
Nor of trouble from the wicked when it comes;
For the Lord will be your confidence,
And will keep your foot from being caught.”
Nor of trouble from the wicked when it comes;
For the Lord will be your confidence,
And will keep your foot from being caught.”
God is good. He is
faithful. I am so thankful for what hes done in the last 8 months and
I am excited to just lean on Him in this new phase of life. Things
seem uncertain but I know that this is where He has called me so I am
stepping out in faith knowing that He is there and will never leave
me.
My application for this
week is to give my insecurities and fears to Jesus and take time to
journal about what He has done in my life and the reminders of His
faithfulness. Also to journal the Scriptures that He has laid on my
heart to remind me that He holds my future and that there is nothing
to fear.
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